So... what's been happening?

Yep, it's been a while since I blogged last. I can't say it's been because I've been having too much fun, but rather the opposite.

I essentially broke down after the last post. I needed to re-align my thinking/priorities, and plan for the wosrt case scenario - selling/losing my house.

Although I completely understand that a house is "just stuff", I've realized that I've become quite attached to my home. Ever since I was in college, all I ever wanted was "a place for my stuff". And now here I am.

Well, after I hit bottom, a couple of things happened to give me hope: 1) I had an interview, and 2) I had a friend let me know that her company has been doing a lot of hiring, and I applied for a job there.

The interview went, I feel, pretty good. And suddenly, I'm optimistic once again. I love doing marketing for my book, but I would really like to get back into the workplace. I feel like a real part of society when I work. And hopefully, I'll have a chance now!

Another sign that things might be swinging my way is that I won a little drawing the other day at the Canadian Post that I belong to.

So... things have been tough, but hopefully there is that light at the end of the tunnel getting bigger and bigger.

Don't get me wrong, I'm no mental superhero who can overcome anything without fear... I've been scared to death for the last week, and have felt terrible. But the moments of clarity are getting closer together and I'm trying like hell to help things change...

Tonight is my second lecture - at the Ferndale Library. It should be fun, and I'm hoping for some decent book sales.

Thank so much for everyone who is praying for me. Hopefully we can move beyond that shortly!

Much love...